See-saw

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ಅರೆಕ್ಷಣದಲ್ಲಿ ಸಿಗುವ ಅರ್ಥವಿಲ್ಲದ ಜೀವಂತ ಸಿಹಿ ಕ್ಷಣಗಳು..

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Did you..

Pink dustbin

Hello People :), So Listen... 

Today morning this happened..
I have a pink dustbin...
I keep it outside for garbage van to pick it up and come back inside.

Ans then

I see a clean pink dustbin.. INSIDE home.. ?!!  I was shocked..

 I juust kept it out.. how do I have it back inside home Alll clean..?

Then I look outside its still there..Now, There are 2 pink dustbins..

I think I got the neighbors dustbin in my home.. ?!? May be they too have a pink dustbin..

Then I go near bathroom.. there is one more pink dustbin..!!. Then I wonder do I have 2 pink dustbins n 1 is from neighbor..so totally 3 pink dustbins.... Wow!! I am good at making things up :D ..

N then slowly I try to take the neighbor's pink dustbin in my hand to return it but it suddenly vanished.... wtf.. !! M I dreaming??!!

Yea... it was a dream.. :D :)

Weird.. I know..

Duh...

Feelings are funny.. this moment they are there.. next moment no more.. so unreliable.. But irony is good feelings are what we live for..

Huh.. Life!!

Life seems to have gotten so complicated.. it was so much more simpler and easier back then.. not knowing anyth.. minimal info, more peace... though little dumb...

 but now.. all this social media, YouTube, hotstar, knowing about various kinds of lives that ppl live ..the ever flowing notifications, bank transaction msgs, the otps ,   the msgs to link Adhar from banks, the stupid long list of e-mails at work... call your mom, call your gf, talk to your boss, plan your career, set goals to achieve for the job you don't love.. what to eat for bf, what for lunch.. then what abt dinner.. am I putting on weight? When will I workout.!!., when will this relation workout , when will this project complete .. n this damn traffic.. huh.. then you go to bed.. n feel what the hell m doing in life.. what is your passion, what you love to do and what are you doing . . Yu just don't need this money n this stupid job.. why can't I just be.. what's the purpose of life... in this huge huge universe .. a tiny winy life of mine, what difference do I make...ohh...  but i think I forgot to set the alarm!! 

Dude.. universe!! Ll u please?!

When we don't follow our dreams.. or whatever we are supposed to follow, it's not just us missing on it.. it's the whole world n universe missing out on you..!!

P.s: universe pls tell me what shud I follow.. do yourself a favor!!
God damn! Enough procrastinating!!

#current mood #philosophy  #Bored actually

Life as symmetry..

Our Perceptions keep changing..

The same thought is perceived in different ways at different times.. and this keeps happening with me all the time.. Sometime what I had thought was horrible, starts making sense after some time!!

First time , I heard cats eat their kittens after delivering them, I really felt that was too cruel! how could that be possible.. Ofcourse I was younger then, when I heard this..

But , Now that I realise, every Life is important, including our own (ofcourse including! :) ) I feel there is no right or wrong here.. It is just the way it is.. Mother cat needs to survive too.. For herself and her kittens.. may be she doenst have that energy to wait till its fed something after her labour.. may be if she is served something to eat she will definitely not try to kill one of her kittens.. Every animal is protective of their babies.. But we also have seen cats being impatient when hungry.. they just pounce on food when its served, when they are starving.. it is just animal instinct..

Also, when Every life is important.. there is nothing wrong in choosing yourself.. Every Life is equally precious to be saved..